Worst.

It's been a year since I went to the hospital last. One of the worst years of my life. Having my brain go haywire, having my beloved betray me... There are other problems, smaller ones, too, but those two things nearly did me in. It took a lot of work and perseverance (and pills) but I am still standing. All scarred up and wobbly, but I think I can continue on, not nosedive again. At least not right now. I reserve the right to fail spectacularly at any time.