So tired, so confused, I feel like a pinball pinging around through my days. The pain of my ending with Ian is muffled much of the time, but when it hits, I feel myself dissolving into puddles of dry tears. My new medication makes me cry without tears. Yay. I was sobbing so hysterically last night, I did end up with a wet face, but it was the kind of thing that would have saturated my pillow before.
I need to sleep. This zapping awake just as I ought to go to sleep needs to STOP. Please, just stop.
1 comment:
so sorry for your pain.
i posted to your entry from 21st.
tonight, be kind to yourself, drink tea, take a bubblebath, wrap up. you are stronger than you know.
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