Time may heal all wounds, but that time does not work quickly enough for me. A wound straight to the heart, straight to the most tiny little sad kid parts of me, months ago, and it hits me over and over and over as if it's all brand new. I try to get up and walk away, but it tricks me into looking back and WHAM! knocked down, knocked out, bleeding bruised, stake in the heart and I'm back where I started.
I tried to escape it last week. If the reminder were gone, I woudn't keep getting attacked, right? Oh, but the reminder is as much a part of me as my bones and removing my inner parts is as painful as the wounding. I am so tired. I am so sad. I am so done with this all. I want a meteor to smash the memories out of me.
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